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Reblogged from leseanthomas

leseanthomas:

Here’s some of the most amazing and invaluable advice you’ll most-likely ever get from one of my good colleagues and legends in comics/gaming, creator JOE MADUREIRA. It’s what i’ve been preaching to you aspiring artists since i arrived on DA, but i think his POV says it perfectly:

*WARNING: SOME MATURE LANGUAGE*

"DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A SUCCESSFUL ARTIST? 


Or a successful WORKING PROFESSIONAL?



Believe it or not there is a difference. I’m not usually a soapbox type guy, I don’t like instructing people, and I think I’m a terrible teacher. But hey, it’s Friday and I’m in a strange mood. So here goes:

I’ve noticed that a good number of my fans happen to be aspiring artists themselves. This is for all you guys. I get asked constantly: "Where should I go to school?" "What classes should I take?" "What should I study for anatomy?" "What pencils and paper do you use?" "Should I be working digitally now instead of traditionally?" "How do I fix my poses? Learn composition? Perspective?" "When am I going to develop my own style?" "Who were your influences?" "Teach me how to draw hands!" The list goes on…


Here’s the deal. All of that stuff *is* important, and it may nudge you in the right direction. A lot of it you will discover for yourself. What works best for one person doesn’t work for another. That’s the beauty of art. It’s personal. It’s discovery. DON’T WORRY ABOUT ALL THAT CRAP!

Instead I’m going to answer the questions that you *SHOULD* be asking, but aren’t. These are things that have only recently occurred to me, after doing this for 20+ years. These things seem so obvious, but apparently they elude a lot of people, because I am surprised at how many ridiculously talented artists are 'failing' professionally. Or just unhappy. The beauty of what I’m about to tell you is that it doesn’t matter what field you’re in or what your art style is.

In no particular order:


1) DO WHAT YOU LOVE. If you are passionate about what you’re doing, it shows. If you’re having fun, it shows. If you’re bored, IT SHOWS. Some guys are able to work on stuff they have zero interest in, and still pull off great work, but I find that when I do this my motivation takes a huge hit. And Motivation is key. Money is not a great motivator. It’s temporary like everything else. And honestly, I’ve gotten paid the most money for some of the shittiest work I have ever done. That may sound awesome, but it’s not. And here’s why…

2) You MUST stay Excited and Motivated. Have you noticed that there are days you can’t draw a god damned thing? And some days you feel like you can draw anything? It’s 4am but you don’t notice because you are in the ZONE. Your hand is racing ahead of your mind and you can do no wrong?! Maybe it’s some new paper you got. Or a new program you’ve been wanting to try out. Or you just found some amazing shit on DeviantArt, or watched some movie that just makes you want to run straight to your board. This relates to the above because while it is possible to involve yourself in projects you aren’t excited about—maybe you need the cash, or think it will look good on your resume, whatever it is—it’s not going to last. You need to stay fresh. Expose yourself to new things. New techniques. You should be getting tired of your own shit on a fairly regular basis. Otherwise other people will.

3) Check your Ego. If you think you’re the shit, you’re already doomed. You may be really, really good at what you do, but there’s someone better. Sorry. There’s always plenty to learn, even for us old dogs. So when I meet young upstarts who have this sense of entitlement, or a know-it-all attitude, I just have to laugh. Some of the biggest egos I’ve ever witnessed were from people who have accomplished the least. Meanwhile, most guys who are supremely talented AND successful, and have EARNED the RIGHT to have an ego and throw their weight around, don’t. Why is that? It’s because…

4) RELATIONSHIPS ARE IMPORTANT. This may be one of the biggest lessons I’ve had to learn. Early on, I didn’t value my relationships with people. Creatively or otherwise. I felt like I didn’t need anyone’s help and I could figure everything out on my own. Let’s face it, many of us become artists because we are reclusive, social misfits. We’d rather stay inside and draw shit than go outside and play. We like to live inside our own minds. Why not?! It’s awesome in there! And sometimes we don’t want to let other people in. But like I said—you can’t do it alone. I can honestly say that as much as I try to stay current, as much as I try to push my work and draw kick ass shit that will excite people, I would not be where I am today if it weren’t for all the other people I’ve met and learned from along the way. Guys who pulled strings for me. Took risks on me. Believed I was the right guy for the job. You need to manage your relationships. You need to network, and meet people. Drawing comics is still a pretty good place for reclusive types—but if you want to work in big studios—Making games, Films, animation, basically any other type of job on the planet, you’d better start making some connections. Be likeable. Be professional. That doesn’t mean be an opportunistic ladder climber. Fake people lose in the end. Be yourself, but be professional. It’s no secret that when people are hiring, our first instinct is to bring in people we know. It’s human nature. I don’t like unknowns, even if their portfolio is awesome. If we have a mutual connection, if they have great things to say about you, you’re in. If you have AMAZING artwork to show, and I call your last employer and they tell me what a pain in the ass you are to work with, you’re done. Talent and skill only get you so far. I am literally amazed at how often I meet guys that are total assholes and think they are going to get anywhere.

5) Here’s the BIG ONE. The greatest obstacle you will ever have to overcome IS YOURSELF. And the Fear that you are creating in your own head. Stay positive. Stop defeating yourself. There are artists I know that are so damn good they make me pee my pants. I look up to these mofos. I study their shit and I want to draw like them. And they are almost NEVER working on their DREAM project. And—big surprise, they aren’t happy in their job. “Why NOT?! WTF is WRONG WITH YOU?!” is usually my reaction. And the answer is almost always "The market isn’t great right now" "Other stories/games/comics like mine don’t do very well" "The shit that’s hot right now is nothing like mine, It’s just going to fail." "I’m not sure I’m good enough." "I need the money." "Too Risky." "I tried it before and failed. " It doesn’t matter what words they use, they are afraid for one reason or another. I know. I’ve been there.

But here’s the deal. YOU NEED TO TAKE RISKS. Guess what? YOU ARE MOST LIKELY GOING TO FAIL. If you want it—REALLY want it, that won’t stop you. You will learn A LOT. My good friend Tim constantly jokes about how I jump out of planes without a parachute and worry about the landing on the way down. You may think that I’m lucky, that it’s easy for me to say because I’m already successful, that I’m in a different situation than you all are. But it’s not true. Risk is risk, no matter what level you’re at. If you’re already successful, you just take even bigger risks. But they never go away. Everything in life is Risk vs. Reward. Not just in your career. LIFE. You’d better get used to it.

I didn’t know what the hell I was doing when I got into comics. I left the #1 selling book at the time ( Uncanny X-men ) to work on Battle Chasers during a time when 'Conan' was about the only fantasy comic people knew. And no one was buying it. I wanted to work in games, so I started a game company. I had NO IDEA WTF I was doing. I just wanted it, really bad. We tanked. It failed. No big surprise. But the people I worked with got hired elsewhere and rehired me. I started ANOTHER game Company. We had 4 people and a dream, and some publishers wouldn’t even meet with us, because their ‘next gen console’ teams had 90+ people on them. I literally got hung up on. "Stick to handheld games, it’s smaller, maybe you can handle that…" one MAJOR publisher told us. I don’t blame them. But we didn’t let it stop us. Thank god we didn’t listen to them. Vigil was born. Darksiders happened, AND we got to make a sequel. It stands shoulder to shoulder with the best games in the industry, and the most elite and experienced game dev studios in the world. How is that possible?!!! Hardly any of us had even worked on a console game before. I’ll be honest, I was thinking we would fail the whole time. I just didn’t care. If I had to play the odds on this one, I’d bet against us.

Why am I telling you all this shit? This is not me patting myself on the back. It’s just stuff that has somehow only dawned on me recently when it’s been staring me in the face for so long. I feel like I need to wake you guys up!!! I’ve been limiting myself. I’ve gotten afraid. I’ve taken less risks. I saw my career going places I didn’t want to go. I wasn’t happy and I wasn’t excited. And I’ve realized, that all that stuff I just talked about is the reason I am where I am today. Not because I have a manga style, or I draw cool hands, or there’s energy in my drawings, or all the other things people rattle off to me. There are other guys that do all that same shit, and do it better. And amazingly, those same guys constantly tell me “Man, I wish I could do what you are doing.” “SO DO IT!!!!!” PLEASE listen to me—because I want you guys to make it. I want to look to one of you people for inspiration some day when it’s 2am and I need to keep drawing. Stop worrying about all the other stuff—the pencils, the paper, the anatomy, all that shit. It will only get you so far. You’ve already got most of what you need. I hope this helps some people. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for all the support over the years. You are all one of the greatest motivating forces in my life and my career. Sappy but true. Ok, let’s go draw some shit!!!”

(via 8bitmaximo)

Scaling back

I was looking for inspiration at GameJolt when I found a game that just reminded me that I should really scale my project even smaller since I’m just starting Unity3d.  I’m starting to worry that I might have trouble submitting a game for the AppStore using the Unity3d package.

I figure that I’ll start small.  I’ll make a fairly simple game similar to a Flappy Bird type of game just to see if I can submit the app.  I would be devastated if I spend a huge amount of time on a game only to find that I will spend the next month trying to submit it to the AppStore.

In lieu of those thoughts, I’m going to plan the next three game as follows:

1.  Simple Physics Golf Game - learn how to submit something to the stores.

2.  Boxing game - learn how to do a fighting game(hitboxes and AI)

3. Samurai game - the ultimate goal.  

Unity3d is kind of dumb in some ways

I had to learn hard way about Unity3d’s limitations for GUI buttons for mobile devices.  Above is a screenshot of a button that I just spent more than 14 hours implementing.  The basic behavior of the buttons is to have 2 sprites representing the button; one for being pressed and the other one for not being pressed.

The first try was using Unity3d’s native GUI.  I thought this would work great.  It worked well on the my MAC but once I tested the buttons on my iPhone, my iPhone chugged.  It wasn’t capturing all of my touches.  Sometimes the buttons will be pressed and sometimes it wasn’t.  The cause of all this is that Unity3d’s implementation of its native GUI system generates enough draw calls to slow down the CPU.  

I was disappointed with Unity3d’s GUI system so I decided to write my own from scratch.  I figure, how hard could it be?  Create a GameObject, give it 2 children with Sprite Renderers with the “unpressed” sprite directly on top of the “pressed” sprite, make the “unpressed” sprite disappear when I click the button.  Simple enough but unfortunately, something went wrong.

I couldn’t figure it out.  i had the two buttons on the screen but whenever I clicked on one button, the other button gets clicked too.  I spent an ungodly amount of time trying to figure it out.  I thought it was some sort of Unity synching issue.  Basically, whenever I click one button, the button’s script somehow  messes with the other button’s Sprite Renderer.  I eventually gave up because I was wasting too much time on this and I just wanted to get this done.

In the end, I bought the NGUI module from Unity’s Asset Store for $95.  After spending 20 minutes watching YouTube videos on how to use NGUI to publish a simple button, I was able to implement the buttons the way I wanted to.

This whole process to get 2 buttons on the screen is COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS.  This process would’ve taken me 15 minutes to code in cocos2d.  

I’m still learning Unity and this game is supposed to be a learning experience.  I just hope I don’t run into dumb things like this.

Another mockup revision for mini not-a-game

Another mockup revision for mini not-a-game

I realized that for my next major game I need to work on AI fighting mechanics.  I’m going to create a minigame so I can fleshout the AI before I apply it to the major game.  Mocking up the game right now.  It’s a simple boxing game whose AI mechanics will play right into the Samurai game I am working on.

These are progress shots.  I keep uploading them and then realizing that I missed something.

More Test Runs with Unity3D

More Test Runs with Unity3D

Testing out Unity3D for making mobile games. It’s a lot easier than straightup coding. Made a small level for a samurai to move around and do some practice jumps and attacks. I put a geisha in there for good measure. 

Looks like I’ll be comfortable with Unity3D.  I’m going to shelf this game proposal for now and focus on another game I am planning on developing for Unity3D.  I just made this to see how easy Unity3D is.  So far, it’s as good as advertised.

This is how far I got with making my first game in Unity3d.  Got a basic level design and then dropped the character in it.  Also tested if this will deploy smoothly over to my iPhone. So far, it works.

Next stop is moving and animating the character.

This is how far I got with making my first game in Unity3d. Got a basic level design and then dropped the character in it. Also tested if this will deploy smoothly over to my iPhone. So far, it works.

Next stop is moving and animating the character.

Reblogged from alpha-beta-gamer

alpha-beta-gamer:

Yojimbrawl is a local multiplayer sword fighting game from the developers of the Brotastic pixelated action/platformer - Broforce.

You play the game with the normal directional keys (W,A,S,D) and a single button attack, with different button combinations allowing a variety of attacks.  Matches are won by either killing your opponent or throwing them out of the arena.

It’s a fun 1 on 1 fighting game, with a great art style, animations and effects.  Perfect for short blasts of pixelated carnage.  The prototype was created in just 72 hours for Ludlum Dare 29 game jam, we’d love to see what they can do with a little more time.

Play the Prototype, Free